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| Hehe, Speaking of being EVIL! |
| 05.22.04 (5:54 pm) [edit] |
I can not believe how much more brazen I am getting as I get older.
I have been sitting here all day minding my own business when I start hearing this crappy crappy crappy music blaring. ('Barbie Girl' by Aqua...that should be all the explaining necessary) The same cd over and over.
It was just awful!! If you are going to turn your radio full volume, at least play something decent for christ sakes!!
So, what did I do?? I walked over there....screamed about 5 times for them to turn it down. NOTHING.
Then,I called the police. I honestly have never called the police about ANYTHING in my whole life...but damn...I just cracked under the stress of listening to such sucky music! I couldn't take it anymore.
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| I've come to wish you an Un-Happy Birthday! |
| 05.22.04 (3:33 pm) [edit] |
Nothing like a some SMITHS music to get your point across, eh??
It's my 'friend' Wendis' birthday today. (The one that I had the lovely conversation with a while back.) Guess who didn't get a birthday card from me this year??
I am evil. :twisted:
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| What's so funny?! |
| 05.18.04 (10:23 pm) [edit] |
Am I the only one that has inner dialogs with themselves in public that cracks yourself up??
I often wonder why I can't just be normal. Normal people don't walk down the street with a stupid ass grin on their face because they are thinking about a goofy commerical they saw a week ago...do they???
I am constantly doing things like that.
A few examples, you ask??
I will be somewhere...a complete strangers cellphone will ring. The person will answer their phone. "Hello?"
Nothing funny there, right?? Well..if you were me, a 'Seinfeld' episode that revolved around the word 'HELLLOOOO' may come to mind and put a dumb ass smile on your face, or it may even make you laugh aloud. Making the people around you think that maybe they should not stand too close in fear of being confronted by some nutjob that escaped from the local asylum.
Or you may be at work, listening to some woman talking about potty training her child, when a past conversation with a friend that includes the phrase 'Pretty in her Potty' pops into your otherwise uninterested brain. I dare you not to laugh if you are somewhere in public and the phrase 'Pretty in her potty' comes to mind. It's impossible.
Or let's say...out of the blue, you get a text message from this same friend, and all it says is 'I sleep in a drawer!" What are you supposed to do then?? You will giggle, that is what you would do.
One other thing that I tend to do a lot (and let me explain first that I work by myself a great deal of the time..no one else around) is finish passerbys sentences. I will be in the store doing whatever...a group of people will walk by. I hear part of a sentence...'so and so was so mad...' to which I reply to no one but myself 'oh I bet they were..I would be too, if that jackass pulled that shit with me!!' And of course..afterwards I sit there all happy because I am so easily amused. It makes the day go by so much quicker.
I worry about my mental health sometimes. :P
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| After much trepidation... |
| 05.08.04 (6:21 pm) [edit] |
...we went and got a little kitten at the SPCA today. We named her 'Meg'. We really really wanted to get her little gray brother too, but someone had already adopted him. They were having what they call a 'Adopt-A-Thon' this weekend, so it was really busy....but I noticed the people that were adopting Megs brother. A family with about 5 kids. I was just sitting there..my blood boiling...I was SOOOO seriously close to asking them to find another cat..I didn't want them separated and in my mind (I hate to say it) I kinda felt they didn't deserve the cat. They already have kids...did they really need to take the kitty I wanted too??
Before we went, I stopped and bought some kitty food and toys to donate while we were there. I wish I could do more though.
It's sooooo friggin' odd having a cat in the house again. Calli had been so 'mellow' for so long..and now this little HELLION is on the loose here...it's an eye opener.
I have to also admit that the fact that she was a black kitty made me hesitate even a bit more. I wasn't sure if I would be able to handle a kitty that had so many similarities to Calli, but the way that she just made herself right at home, right off the bat, put a rest to any of those fears. She made me feel like she KNEW she belonged here somehow.
Before we went, I don't think Dan was too keen on getting another kitty, but, Damn!! He has seriously been all smiles since we got her home. He said he was going to pick up a few groceries after we got her home...he came back home with a big fuzzy bed for her & a stuffed pig that makes noises for her to sleep with too. He cracks me up. So far though, she much prefers to sleep in an old cotton 'bucket' type hat that I had lying around.
It's amazing how quickly she warmed up to us. She starts crying if we aren't paying attention to her..just like Calli did. :D I LOVE kitties that need that much attention. It's great! She is a little 'purr' machine too!!!
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| A Glimmer of Hope??? |
| 05.05.04 (6:58 pm) [edit] |
I have been doing some thinking since my lovely conversation with my 'friend' the other day. It may have made me feel like ass, but it has also brought to my attention what a kick-ass hubby I have. Not many people can say that they rarely ever fight with their spouse....I can. I think the biggest fight we have had in the past few years is about Dan not taking off his shoes when he gets home from work or is just doing stuff around the house...and putting 'shoeprints' in the carpet. (For those of you who don't know or haven't guessed..I am a little obsessive about carpeting..oh oh oh..and btw, I got a new vacuum today!!!!) For at least 4 years now, this has been the only topic that keeps coming up over and over. (Oh, ok, there was a while where we kept fighting about who Calli loved more, but there was really no contest there.)
We have definitely had our rough patches (Let's say...'01-present) but even with everything we have been through we don't really 'fight' about any of it. The fact that we probably won't have a biological child of our own is more or less beyond our control now, and I think we have accepted that. Life will go on.
I also think that the biggest proponent of us keeping our sanity the past few years, is the fact that we crack eachother up..there is no other way to put it. Now, of couse Dan won't admit how funny I am, but I constantly hear him repeating things I have said to his friends...so I KNOW. Sometimes I think we should have our own show on Comedy Central....a cross between 'Chappelle Show', 'Beavis & Butthead' and 'Insomniac'. I think we both get the biggest kick out of just annoying the other to a breaking point. I mean what is more fun that seeing your beloved about to flip out because you are standing 10 feet away from them with your cell phone, text messaging them every 30 seconds while they are trying to talk to someone on the phone?? That's entertainment!!
The most important thing I have learned is that you just can't take yourself too fucking seriously. Yeah, life can suck sometimes and of course you are entitled to your 'I'm pissed off at the world' phases..but no one wants to live like that. I will be honest, I have been in Pity Party Mode for quite some time now, but for today at least, SCREW IT! Life is too short. A lot of people I know (and you know who you are ;) ) have finally fallen into a long awaited HAPPY period and I am just going to focus on being happy for them. There are others that I know (and you know who are you are too) that are still struggling with things ttc and non-ttc related. For you (and me) I will just continue to hope that things finally turn around. It's fucking bound to happen eventually!!!!!
SIDENOTE: The Moods and Attitudes talked about in the above Blog are subject to change at any time! hehe
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| With friends like these... |
| 05.03.04 (7:33 pm) [edit] |
I have this friend, Wendi. We were best friends growing up. (Yes...there are still people that I grew up with that I keep in touch with.) I don't talk to her that often but I did talk to her today. Boy was THAT a mistake. Let me explain. Usually, Wendi is a very up-beat, goofy girl....I hadn't talked to her in a while and was feeling kinda like I needed to hear a little goofiness. So I called her.
One of the first things she asks, is if I have talked to our other friend, Vicki. Right away, I know why she is asking this. Vicki just had a baby like 2 weeks ago and wanted to know if I had heard the news. Yes, I am a horrible friend and haven't called Vicki to congratulate her on her new arrival, but I think that me and Vicki have an unspoken agreement....we exchange polite emails once in a while, just to see what the other is up to, but we don't really CALL eachother anymore. I think she may feel a bit guilty because she announced her first pregnancy the same month I had my first miscarriage...she wasn't trying, and I was. She has now had her second baby, while I am still in TTC mode. I love Vicki to death and I am happy for her..but I think it's just easier for both of us if we don't get into the whole topic. (Ok, I am getting a little off topic here)
After me and Wendi talked a little about Vicki and how she was doing...Wendi brought up the fact that we hadn't talked since I lost my Calliope. (Sidenote: for some reason whenever I say 'My Calliope'...in my head it always is to the tune of Bobby Browns 'My Perogative'...just thought you would like to know) I told her that we had bought a condo and it was really quiet and hard to come home without Calli there. Her reaction???...and I quote "Yeah..that has to be rough, you have NOTHING now."
WHAT WHAT??? I didn't know I needed to be reminded that I don't have any friends or family here...I don't have any kids...and now I don't have my kitty either. Holy shit...it felt like I had been hit with a Mac Truck. I know she didn't mean anything by it, and she probably didn't realize what it even sounded like to hear...but god damn!
Needless to say, the conversation was cut short.
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